Ok, So I've doing a lot of catch-up and I haven’t blogged {live} in a while. I will blame my anti-blogging month 100% on
the Internet. 1) for the internet
costing so dang much while you’re on a cruise ship and 2) for constant travel
and me not being able to make up my mind and 3) for it taking over a week for
the internet to be installed in our new apartment and we’re both driving each other
insane waiting.
Ivan and I moved into a new place with a King bed. And
because we have no internet yet, and it’s hot and I’ve been feeling sick, I’ve
been in the bed about 10 hours a day, dreaming strange dreams.
I had one dream that I was arriving on the street I lived and
I was told someone made me a really great surprise on the exterior of my home.
I was getting very excited as I approached.
Someone had transformed my house to the exterior of Snow White’s
cottage. It was yellow and white with a
cute red door and flowers out front! But when I looked again, it wasn’t even a
home, it was just a large tarp with a painting of Snow White’s cottage and 3
cuts on the red door so I could open it and “go inside.” What a
disappointment.
Another dream I had was of myself, only I was about 12 or
13. I was laughing, making silly faces
and being so goofy. At first I looked
really strange to myself. I looked unladylike
and rowdy, and then, I started to fly. Yep, fly, like Superman. I followed myself in the air, just watching
how peaceful I looked. About 13 years
old, flying in the air. If only I could
go back to 13 year old me, goofing off, not caring if I looked lady-like, and
flying in the clouds without a care in the world! (Because on my 14th birthday, I
lost my flying powers….)
So I have weird dreams, but I have woken up feeling
unconquerable the last week! I can I do anything. I can be
anything. I will be happy. I will live a good life.
And so, as I take the next several weeks to update my blog, (I
mean, I came all the way from Asia, so I’m bound to have some stories to tell)
I will take it easy on myself, try not to create a fairytale façade of a life so I’m not disappointed,
be happy and goof off a little more (some of you are thinking I may need to
goof off less) and work hard to
create a good life for myself. Life
doesn’t just happen- you create your opportunities.
Melissa